I know life moves on every second

time goes forward not backwards

so even though my mind & heart is set on the past

I can no longer live in past times

My body is no longer phsyically in Hawaii on Oahu in Waipio Gentry

In a Two- story white faded house with a paved drive With large windows

A Lanai that  looked  over Lumilani St. I would play on as a keiki

I spent 7 1/2 years in Hawaii we moved to  Hawaii in 1998 to 2005

After we moved to the Mainland due to finacinal struggles

Arizona was a new home they said …

My parents in a small town called Sierra Vista

I was amazed on everything being dead as in desert & so dry not a drop of rain since I had landed

and then the big monssoons had came with loud thunder & bright lighting boltz that lit up the sky like 4th of July fireworks

I hated everything my school

The mexicans whom would tease me cause I’m different

Nobody talked or ate like I did

Nobody seem to care about respect I know it was only 6th grade at that time but still ..